Post by zell17 on May 9, 2010 21:18:00 GMT -5
"Well of course I'm alright. I didn't get nearly as bad as you did."
She smiled at him. "I just care about you Takeshi. I don't want to see anyone die, or lose anyone...even though I don't know if I ever have lost anyone before...but I can imagine the pain is horrible." She said with a grin. If only she had known about her past then that attitude would have changed. She sighed watching them talk.
Zell watched as his emotions seemed to change and as though he was in another setting in a different time. She looked up at him in a bit of a confused and sad look. She wanted him to talk to her, so she could understand the pain he had. But she was kind of afraid to know at the same time. When he finally seemed to have come back she felt as he moved her hair and moved it back walking out. "Takeshi, you alright....?" She was really confused then. What made him leave like that? She reached behind her ear and rubbed it but found nothing and she shrugged listening to Kisa.
"I wouldn't be too sure about that.. Takeshi has a big heart that needs to be filled.. Whether he shows it or not."
She smiled at that. She was glad to know that Takeshi thought of her that way, even if it was from Kisa. She watched as Kisa got more serious at her question but had a strange smile on her face.
"He shot himself with DDS."
Her eyes widened and her pupils went the size of dimes. She gasped and she began shaking. "Ta.....Takeshi....WHAT!!??" Zell stared at her in disbelief. She felt as though her jaw had dropped to the floor, no way past the floor. She couldn't believe it. She was in shock. She completely ignored everything else she said having those words bounce around in her mind one-hundred times. She couldn't keep her hands still. She hardly blinked. She imagined the scene in her mind. The thought of him shooting himself. Tears began to form in her eyes. "I.....I can't believe it.." She stuttered as she said that. She barely heard Kisa when she explained that his demon side is getting stronger. She wasn't breathing easily though. She watched Kisa leave the room and she nodded. She made sure no one was in sight then she turned over to face her pillows and tears began pouring out.
"Sheesh, Zell, calm down! You know I'm right next door and I'm perfectly fine."
She jerked her head around to see Takeshi. "Takeshi!" She was beginning to calm down taking in that she was in the hospital. "I'm sorry I forgot I was here in the hospital. I'm glad to see that you're alright."
"So what's up, why you asking me here so much?"
She looked over at him. She still felt weird for some reason. The took in a deep breath and turned to him. "It's not much it's just that you're my feeling of protection. I'm just afraid that he's going to come back and end both of us. I just feel.....that you and Kisa are the only ones I can turn to and trust.....I guess that's what it is.." Suddenly she saw him grab his chest and him begin to start coughing. "TAKESHI!!" She saw the blood on his hands and she popped up out of bed and ran over to him. "TAKESHI!! TAKESHI!! ARE YOU ALRIGHT!?.....DOCTOR!!! DOCTOR!!! COME QUICK!! IT'S TAKESHI!!" She watched as the doctors came in and took him away. She grabbed his hand but was separated as they took him out. She sighed and almost had tears appear in her eyes. She wanted to run after them but her legs wouldn't let her. Her mind told her to stop. She couldn't move in his direction. She turned back around and sat back down on the bed then lay down staring out the door in the direction they had taken him. She sat there anxiously waiting for the report from the doctors.
"Miss Sham, about Mr. Lamperouge.."
Her smile had turned into a frown when he had appeared and began that way. She listened to him close to know what was wrong with Takeshi. "What about Takeshi, Sir?"
"He's in bad condition.. Not only because the bullet hit near hit heart, but.. When was the last time he came to the hospital?"
She looked over at him and Kisa explained about Takeshi's record at the hospital and Zell snorted. "So what if he's been to the hospital. I'm no different, I haven't been to the hospital in years. Or at least I don't think I remember coming to the hospital in years.." She looked up as he began again.
"I see.. Well, He couldn't be more wrong.. He has a very rare disease called Sagashite. It's severe, but curable, but the cure is hard to find and difficult and expensive to receive. Have he come sooner, it would not be this bad.. You see, Sagashite is a disease that infects the chest area. It's a bad infection that grows throughout the body as years pass. It's hard to tell if you have it or not and that's why most people die from it.. He's had it for what seems for many years, and since that bullet hit him, it seems to have made it worse... We may not be able to cure him... I am sorry to tell you that, but don't worry, we will do everything we can to make sure he survives."
Zell's eyes widened as she stared at the doctor. She stared as though he had just sentenced Takeshi to death, which he mostly basically just did. She stared there....her eyes the size they were earlier when Kisa told her of Takeshi being in the hospital. She stood there but this time she wasn't shaking, no, this time she was still.....still as a statue. She felt as though something just went right through her heart so fast that she was paralyzed but wasn't dead. She completely spaced out everything else that was said. She barely noticed Kisa crying. She didn't blink her eyes at once. Takeshi......could...........die? She watched as he left but she was still frozen. Her whole body dare not to move. If she were to move she feels like her limbs will fall apart and she'll fall to pieces and break. "Grief" Grief was the last word she heard. She wasn't frozen nor were she a statue. No, she was paralyzed. Her body wouldn't move. Her mind wouldn't work. Her heart stopped. "Ta......Takeshi.........could.......die....?" She still couldn't move. Tears couldn't even form in her eyes. Unlike Kisa, she couldn't show any thread of emotion. Just shock. The whole world began to spin. The room began to spin. Her head hurt. Her chest hurt. Her heart didn't stop, her will did. The will to hold on, was now gone. She slowly lowered herself back down to her pillow and stared at the ceiling. "Ta.....Takeshi.....could.......I.........could......die.." That word. Die. That very word stopped Zell in her tracks. The word rattled in her head then she finally moved her mouth one last time. "Die." She began to lose her air, her lungs were closing. It's as thought the word die was a poison. When she said it her whole body froze. She closed her eyes and let out one last breath. The heart monitor stopped. She wasn't dead.....but another coma had over come her. Waking up could change her whole life....forever..
She smiled at him. "I just care about you Takeshi. I don't want to see anyone die, or lose anyone...even though I don't know if I ever have lost anyone before...but I can imagine the pain is horrible." She said with a grin. If only she had known about her past then that attitude would have changed. She sighed watching them talk.
Zell watched as his emotions seemed to change and as though he was in another setting in a different time. She looked up at him in a bit of a confused and sad look. She wanted him to talk to her, so she could understand the pain he had. But she was kind of afraid to know at the same time. When he finally seemed to have come back she felt as he moved her hair and moved it back walking out. "Takeshi, you alright....?" She was really confused then. What made him leave like that? She reached behind her ear and rubbed it but found nothing and she shrugged listening to Kisa.
"I wouldn't be too sure about that.. Takeshi has a big heart that needs to be filled.. Whether he shows it or not."
She smiled at that. She was glad to know that Takeshi thought of her that way, even if it was from Kisa. She watched as Kisa got more serious at her question but had a strange smile on her face.
"He shot himself with DDS."
Her eyes widened and her pupils went the size of dimes. She gasped and she began shaking. "Ta.....Takeshi....WHAT!!??" Zell stared at her in disbelief. She felt as though her jaw had dropped to the floor, no way past the floor. She couldn't believe it. She was in shock. She completely ignored everything else she said having those words bounce around in her mind one-hundred times. She couldn't keep her hands still. She hardly blinked. She imagined the scene in her mind. The thought of him shooting himself. Tears began to form in her eyes. "I.....I can't believe it.." She stuttered as she said that. She barely heard Kisa when she explained that his demon side is getting stronger. She wasn't breathing easily though. She watched Kisa leave the room and she nodded. She made sure no one was in sight then she turned over to face her pillows and tears began pouring out.
"Sheesh, Zell, calm down! You know I'm right next door and I'm perfectly fine."
She jerked her head around to see Takeshi. "Takeshi!" She was beginning to calm down taking in that she was in the hospital. "I'm sorry I forgot I was here in the hospital. I'm glad to see that you're alright."
"So what's up, why you asking me here so much?"
She looked over at him. She still felt weird for some reason. The took in a deep breath and turned to him. "It's not much it's just that you're my feeling of protection. I'm just afraid that he's going to come back and end both of us. I just feel.....that you and Kisa are the only ones I can turn to and trust.....I guess that's what it is.." Suddenly she saw him grab his chest and him begin to start coughing. "TAKESHI!!" She saw the blood on his hands and she popped up out of bed and ran over to him. "TAKESHI!! TAKESHI!! ARE YOU ALRIGHT!?.....DOCTOR!!! DOCTOR!!! COME QUICK!! IT'S TAKESHI!!" She watched as the doctors came in and took him away. She grabbed his hand but was separated as they took him out. She sighed and almost had tears appear in her eyes. She wanted to run after them but her legs wouldn't let her. Her mind told her to stop. She couldn't move in his direction. She turned back around and sat back down on the bed then lay down staring out the door in the direction they had taken him. She sat there anxiously waiting for the report from the doctors.
"Miss Sham, about Mr. Lamperouge.."
Her smile had turned into a frown when he had appeared and began that way. She listened to him close to know what was wrong with Takeshi. "What about Takeshi, Sir?"
"He's in bad condition.. Not only because the bullet hit near hit heart, but.. When was the last time he came to the hospital?"
She looked over at him and Kisa explained about Takeshi's record at the hospital and Zell snorted. "So what if he's been to the hospital. I'm no different, I haven't been to the hospital in years. Or at least I don't think I remember coming to the hospital in years.." She looked up as he began again.
"I see.. Well, He couldn't be more wrong.. He has a very rare disease called Sagashite. It's severe, but curable, but the cure is hard to find and difficult and expensive to receive. Have he come sooner, it would not be this bad.. You see, Sagashite is a disease that infects the chest area. It's a bad infection that grows throughout the body as years pass. It's hard to tell if you have it or not and that's why most people die from it.. He's had it for what seems for many years, and since that bullet hit him, it seems to have made it worse... We may not be able to cure him... I am sorry to tell you that, but don't worry, we will do everything we can to make sure he survives."
Zell's eyes widened as she stared at the doctor. She stared as though he had just sentenced Takeshi to death, which he mostly basically just did. She stared there....her eyes the size they were earlier when Kisa told her of Takeshi being in the hospital. She stood there but this time she wasn't shaking, no, this time she was still.....still as a statue. She felt as though something just went right through her heart so fast that she was paralyzed but wasn't dead. She completely spaced out everything else that was said. She barely noticed Kisa crying. She didn't blink her eyes at once. Takeshi......could...........die? She watched as he left but she was still frozen. Her whole body dare not to move. If she were to move she feels like her limbs will fall apart and she'll fall to pieces and break. "Grief" Grief was the last word she heard. She wasn't frozen nor were she a statue. No, she was paralyzed. Her body wouldn't move. Her mind wouldn't work. Her heart stopped. "Ta......Takeshi.........could.......die....?" She still couldn't move. Tears couldn't even form in her eyes. Unlike Kisa, she couldn't show any thread of emotion. Just shock. The whole world began to spin. The room began to spin. Her head hurt. Her chest hurt. Her heart didn't stop, her will did. The will to hold on, was now gone. She slowly lowered herself back down to her pillow and stared at the ceiling. "Ta.....Takeshi.....could.......I.........could......die.." That word. Die. That very word stopped Zell in her tracks. The word rattled in her head then she finally moved her mouth one last time. "Die." She began to lose her air, her lungs were closing. It's as thought the word die was a poison. When she said it her whole body froze. She closed her eyes and let out one last breath. The heart monitor stopped. She wasn't dead.....but another coma had over come her. Waking up could change her whole life....forever..